Feeling like I’m headed for a breakdown
And I don’t know why”
- Unwell by Matchbox Twenty
That one lyric, completely sums up how I have been feeling. Feeling maybe for about a year now.
Oh poor me.
Seriously, I just need to STFU.
I have so much on my mind. I’m so tired of having to be the strong one. My face hurts from all the fake smiles.
Well. Here I am at the ER. My dad (he’s 66) had to have a colonoscopy earlier this morning, and apparently he hasn’t been able to urinate since then. Dads doing better, he has a catheter and he’s asleep. Lets just hope this state of respite lasts. He’s not been a happy camper.
For those of you who missed myself, the editor of Plus Model Magazine, The Big Girl Blog: Tales of a Plus Size Princess in New York & the other fab bloggers on The Huffington Post Live earlier today, you can watch it here! I’m so honored have been featured ♥
“Life is too short to wear sweatpants” haha I couldn’t help myself!